Prayers v Puscee

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What in the cosmos…

Ok a few planets are in Aries, rn, if I’m not mistaken. I remember someone mentioning 4 of them by May 24th- which, ironically is my Gem Sun/Leo/Taurus ex’s birthday. Also coincidentally, she has her Venus in Aries. Which I just found out recently, but explainsssss A Lot 🤓

But I digress from the main Aries point. If you’re not an Astro Heaux like I am one (I’m not a professional, I’m an enthusiast who appreciates all the ways that learning about astrology has enlightened me) I will post an infographic on Aries for you to give you an insight to what the vibe is:

So.

This Aries energy in the sky, rn. Add that to Mercury being in Gemini 🤔 perhaps it might be the reason for what I’m about to say. Oh & it’s eclipse season andddd almost Mercury retrograde. Pluto is already retrograde to. Sooo who am I to deny this energy the cosmos has beseeched upon us 🫡

Ok. Now

If I’m replying to your personal stories featuring selfies, low key (& high key 🔑 ) thirst traps with heart eyes- wait & I say personal because I heart eyes other shit all the time; pets, delicious looking plates of food, etc, but not anyones selfie or no shit like that…because I don’t want anyone getting the wrong impression. Unless it’s one of my gay ass friends beings exceptionally fucking fabulous, thas different.

So if I heart eyes the image or video of YOU, or share some choice (always respectful- I don’t get *disrespectful til we start dating and & even more so when we start mating 😈) words of enthusiasm, based on what I see/admire/lust for 😂…and you hit a nigga with the prayer hands 🙏🏿…I’ma stop sending them. & assume (like I heard someone say- prolly saw it on twitter, tbh) No hard feelings, but I’m prolly not the intended audience 🎯 of said image or thirst trap…& I gotta respect it and keep it pushin.

To be honest, I didn’t want your prayers, I wanted your pussy.

Bless

Blessed.
Like you riding my face and baptizing me in your wet-

Lemme chill, lol. Also, today feels like it’s ruled by Venus, but Jupiter calls the shots. I ain’t mad at it. I fuck with the vibe.

*disrespectful* = respectfully nasty and freaky, but sooo much so-that it seems disrespectful. For ex. “disrespectful sex”

Get it? Well. IYKYK 🤷🏾‍♂️

The Lox: Money, Power, Respect

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Today is Tuesday. & Tuesday being ruled by the planet Mars…makes sense.

I saw this post by 1 of my favourite writers I found online, Billy Chapata. & as I read it, I loved it. Then I realized that my “well, actually” Aquarius ♒️ head ass had more to add to that, lol. So here’s said post:

Check him out on IG and Twitter: @iambrillyant

& here comes the well actually, for me:

I never lose love. I lose people & vice versa. Love never changes, people do. So my power may be diminished temporarily due to pain, hurt, etc. but it has this beautiful tendency of returning. When I am ready. Healing. Pouring love into myself and subsequently, others. Love remains. So in the words of Bey “they’ll never take my power, my power, my power”

This song:

Syn the Sun-Tzu let me see you Step..1,2

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I truly appreciate a soft and thoughtful woman

Don’t get it twisted, she is a powerhouse & ain’t nobody fuckin with her.

She chooses gentleness with me. & reminds me that no armor is ever necessary in her presence.

Coming from strong and unforgiving worlds, we never forget our ability to maintain peace, whilst being fluent in the art of war.

Because the world
Calls for Black girls
To always be on guard..

In tune, Direct Neptune

Queer

That’s it…that’s the tweet Blog. Ok that’s not it, but damn…this Instagram post stopped me in my fucking tracks and I HAD to share it on my Story and now, here. Because I don’t want to forget it. I don’t ever want to forget the moments that led me to this post. And how divinely timed this shit was.

The fact that I had been playing “Real Love Baby” when I first saw this post also solidified what my guides were trying to tell & remind me:

That settling for lukewarm or bare minimum effort and love is not the business. That I am worthy of a love so sublime and so divine, that it reminds me of love; that I am love(d).

Every bone in my body will be sure. With love and humans coinciding-she doesn’t have to be perfect to be the antidote, the cure…

pure vibes and love. A love affair and love story to rival any epic tale. A love that’s real. And ready. & open and willing to move through the discomfort and the temporary. My love will choose me as I do her, endlessly. She will be solid in her love and intention, not on the fence about me. Not perfect, but perfect…for me.

I could write and write and write…but I’m gonna keep it brief and soak in the words above. A reminder of a perfect love for me. Imperfectly existing, never waning or drifting. Gifting me with her presence and consistency…hold her down as she lifts me. Transporting me to heights not reached previously. & honestly nobody else exists to me… Real Love, Baby

Journal Entry…

gender, LGBTQ, qpoc, qwoc

Fuck. I guess Number 1.
Yowsers.

Listening to The Zone- Drake The Wknd
Cuz it reminded me of your smooth, sexy ass…

Then.
It
Hit
Me

My …

Higher Me
Speaking to my

    1. Higher

SELF

Remembering
Only moments earlier i was One with Spirit and Self
In Gratitude for being Saved once Again…

I thought………..
I
Lay

    • My

higher Self

& then The Birds Part 2- The Wknd again.

It HIT ME

what if:

    • What.

 

    If?

YOU
WERE [ MY ] WIFE???

How would [ I ] feel?
If
You were to do with her

that
you

    • Should only be

 

    • Doing.

 

    • With

 

    ME????

Ha

me?

Me. Striving for a better.

Would let

Lust

Destroy the Trust

& willingly. knowingly. Break. Love.

& It Hit Me

How could I intentionally. Willingly. Hurt. Another human being
even though I don’t know her & she don’t know me?!

Being as how i had meditated hours earlier & in my very present being
Gave thanks & got lifted to Higher Self

& it hit me!!!!

That shyt just ain’t me.
Not my Style or Soul.

So I exhaled all the images of your fine ass.

I shouldn’t have even entertained it
So.
Went completely through iPhone & erased:

HISTORY.

Thank the Goddess for realization and growth.

Goddess be with us in our hardest times. Thank You.

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& so it is

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Ima pretty cool character. But YOU
You cause me to become a lil disheveled

she listened as her eyes glistened
Smile reminiscent
Of Goddess

    1. Shining

 

    1. Almost

 

    Blinding…

Nah. You know what it is?

Her: What?

You disarm me…

Someone said:
True Love was dead
But I’ve found a Fort
Oh. Found a Fort
For YOU

Shuffle

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I promise to listen
To you

And

Not fuck off with your heart
As most pre love post lovers do

Substantial
Everything you are
Especíal
One you are…

From your Power
To my Peace
To the Strength in my back
That makes you
Be*cum
Weak in the knees

The sight of you
Makes
Me
Weak in the knees

Composure kept
Although my heart is power walking steps

The ladder
That led me
Here
Or a bridge…

Yeah
That’s what Sade said:

He built…a bridge to your heart. All the way…

& so I know I haven’t come all this way
For nothin

    This. Must. Be. The. Place

You.
You and that face
That Love that you so easily give away

To me
Even when briefly
Give me your mouth so my tongue can connect with yours indiscreetly

& that will be the day
I might just say
Fuck it.

If you want a piece of paper

Sign your name as it becomes mine
I will give you kisses until there is no time
And love like there is no time
& I will. I do.
Love you.
Forevere like-
Like our Love isn’t punishable by Crime.

in some places it is.

& i will embrace you
Give you someone to lean to
Become your rock
As you continue this journey in this lifetime as a fallen angel

Pack Light.

Developing our negatives
Through our Dark
Push to Start…

 

You. Make Love.

FEEL…

Like ART

 

Take my badge
I will gladly give you my heart
Cuz I know,

You are deserving of Everything.

I wanna hold your hand and kiss your fears behind the walls of years you wondered if anyone else was out there.

Someone. A being. Who would get you. Love you and let you. Be.

Exist as you choose to Be.

  • Take you and give of themselves

Without expecting miracles from an overused and at times abused, wishing well.
Cuz I know damn well:
We are all Human. Mostly.

Demons. Soul cooking. In Hells Kitchen.
I guess that’s it…

Linear Regression

Lesbian, Queer, qwoc

I see you
& I wanna see you
Exposed brick

Like I saw you
Before

Once you showed your hand
Partially
I didn’t interpret
Or understand

But

It’s just one thing that got me trippin

How fucking beautiful you are
Esp when brick is exposed

I got advice from ur homie & heed it

but who the fuck can drive slow
With your kind of Soul

So.
I don’t say shit like that unless I mean it

& it’s been a while
Since I’ve uttered such words to a woman

Since I thought about…Love in that way

& that its ok to not be perfect.

You and me
Mixed up in all our growth and learning and hoping

And leaning
A little backwards sometimes when we get weak

Cuz it’s comfortable
Til it’s not

So show me your bricks
just don’t throw em at me, Lol

 

Wha? It’s gud shyt!

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Her eyes. Searching.
Always searching for something
Find what she had been seeking, quietly, after seeking first, the Creator. Seeking first herself; her true love.

    I placed my hand directly on the thumping of her chest

This….
This is my Gold.
& behold you:
My Everything
my queen
my king. My Goddess. My High Priestess. The Empress.
Own your power as I do mine
Sent to me in human form directly from Divine
I give thanks.

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You’ll know it when it’s there/
Like…
Michael Jackson: Thriller
Like
Farah Fawcett Hair-

It’s gud shyt!

https://youtu.be/W82_8TNNvvo

Beauty & Beast Retreat

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Before I

    touch
    You

      I need to

      feel
      You

      From:
      within

      Skin to skin
      Chin to chin
      My mouth finds the softness of your lips

      We exhale
      Become lost
      In a tangled tale
      Of
      New

      Breath

      Manifesting
      From depths
      Of
      Soul

      I suppose
      A lion in wolf clothes

      So much Power

      I will devour
      The very worst of you

      And treat you
      As my equal

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