I truly appreciate a soft and thoughtful woman
Don’t get it twisted, she is a powerhouse & ain’t nobody fuckin with her.
She chooses gentleness with me. & reminds me that no armor is ever necessary in her presence.
Coming from strong and unforgiving worlds, we never forget our ability to maintain peace, whilst being fluent in the art of war.
Because the world
Calls for Black girls
To always be on guard..
That’s it…that’s the tweet Blog. Ok that’s not it, but damn…this Instagram post stopped me in my fucking tracks and I HAD to share it on my Story and now, here. Because I don’t want to forget it. I don’t ever want to forget the moments that led me to this post. And how divinely timed this shit was.
The fact that I had been playing “Real Love Baby” when I first saw this post also solidified what my guides were trying to tell & remind me:
That settling for lukewarm or bare minimum effort and love is not the business. That I am worthy of a love so sublime and so divine, that it reminds me of love; that I am love(d).
Every bone in my body will be sure. With love and humans coinciding-she doesn’t have to be perfect to be the antidote, the cure…
pure vibes and love. A love affair and love story to rival any epic tale. A love that’s real. And ready. & open and willing to move through the discomfort and the temporary. My love will choose me as I do her, endlessly. She will be solid in her love and intention, not on the fence about me. Not perfect, but perfect…for me.
I could write and write and write…but I’m gonna keep it brief and soak in the words above. A reminder of a perfect love for me. Imperfectly existing, never waning or drifting. Gifting me with her presence and consistency…hold her down as she lifts me. Transporting me to heights not reached previously. & honestly nobody else exists to me… Real Love, Baby
A vision of you
Naked
In our living room
In the pool
Me:
Eyes-
open
Heart
OPEN
The Universe;
Open
Your legs are open
I’m looking at you
Reverently
Admiring
Your crown
Your chest
Goes up and down
Sweat dripping off your brow
Sweat dripping down my back
This. Here.
This place Is where we are at
Where river and ocean meet-in love.
And I don’t know which number cloud I am on
and you’re love, your gift is the high I’m on
Unbelievable
Surreal
I’m not sure what it is I feel
Love is overflowing
In this moment
Amidst your screams and moaning
I know now what it feels like to BE In the Moment
Cuz as your breathing
I breathe with you
I want you to know I’m here with you
I’m here for you
And I’ll never leave you
I hold your hand tightly as you squeeze mine
Every breath and every scream freezes time
You are mine
As we are crying tears of Heaven
Reign down and you bear down
And deliver the greatest gift I would ever receive: our child.
Give thanks to the Great Mother. Give thanks to the Great Goddess.
Peace and Blessings Manifest. Axé.
And you?
What do you think led you to her?
Hmm. That’s easy.
Look at her. She’s every schoolBoi’s crush and every grown woman’s dream wife.
Strong…
Don’t take no shit
Yet,
Submissive when she sees fit…
Soft. Gentle. Loving. Caring
& Will ALWAYS take care of her shit
& run it.
Cancer Sun.
Mirrors.
She is my mirror.
I attracted the other half of me
and
all of me…
Even the parts I try to keep
hid…
She reveals within her beauty and embodiment of Goddess…
The mirror always reveals the Truth
*IF
We look close enough.
Reveal
Then
Revel
In
What’s REAL:
Love ❤️
{and one again, Welcome! & I Thank You For Reading My Blog/Thoughts/Heart/Soul.
My sincerest Gratitude.
You see this Truth
I feel your Roots
I’m on the Roof
On the edge
& will stand on any ledge
and without Fear
Whisper in your ear:
I’ll always Love YOU, mi amor. My dear
& you will turn to me and
sweetly
whisper:
You are THE ONE, Pretty Mister
Softly kissing my lips
Your body next to mine standing real close…
Inducing thoughts so fiercely-
Nearly
Every night my pen is making love to this paper with each stroke…
So much strong
So Much Brown
I Love The Way Love sounds when you strut around
This land abounds-
With Love
Love that doesn’t give up-and
Love that doesn’t give a fuck
&
Love got your ass stuck
-in my head
Your body belonging to my bed of roses
My Soul, your Soul…
Love is Here ❤️
The sight of you…
The
thought
of
YOU
makes my blood boil…
Steam.
All is. What it seems.
Sweet dreams
And
ripped seams
You know what?
I Love, Love
For real. Yes, I’ve had my heart broken into a million + pieces…but, damn! That allowed me to free up so much of myself that I had been so tightly clinging to forever and a decade!
So:
The moment I became completely vulnerable…100% my insecurities popped up, since they were never dealt with in the first place. Then, Love showed me her face…& ever since that day, I can’t, I won’t give it up.
Love is a beautiful thing. It brings so much Growth,
So much Change throughout the Pain.
You finally face your own Soul.
Wow.
Thank you to all of my Love Teachers! I’m close! Thank you for the Hope & the Reason to keep on Loving…
I see the Goddess in you.
You do. As do I.
Beautiful
In tune with Soul-
Like: i’n’i
&
I
Wanna give you so much Love
So much trust
So much space to be in your own magnificence
As I do
Every. Single. Fucking. Day
& love the hurt into acceptance and forgiveness
So we can be sure that past remains in its place
I wanna hold you in a space created by both of our energy
By your side like-
Sade and symmetry
& chemistry is:
clarity-
blowing mixing & clearing of smokey mirrors
mixing these different spirits
Combining Souls
& grabbing hold of each other by the motherfuckin collar
& saying:
I got you. & I’m not going anywhere.
& Our Love is fucking worth it.
& we Love ourselves and then one another
&
You deserve every fucking thing. As do I.
You’re never too old
Too strong
Too anything…
To BE
Love(d)
& on rainy mornings
and lonely nights
I wanna hold you
Not control you
Just, offer that Peace
That I am given abundantly
To remind you of a familiar Place
Good ol’ good for ur Soul-food; have a taste
No hassle no haste
Let us just Be
Inside the calm of forgiving and compassionate Love
You
& your beauty
Your smile…
Remind me
To be an optimist.
“So. Let me hold your hands in the holes of my sweater” ❤
You remind me of what Love feels and looks like. & what it doesn’t.
& I Love that. Gratitude
I promise to listen
To you
And
Not fuck off with your heart
As most pre love post lovers do
Substantial
Everything you are
Especíal
One you are…
From your Power
To my Peace
To the Strength in my back
That makes you
Be*cum
Weak in the knees
The sight of you
Makes
Me
Weak in the knees
Composure kept
Although my heart is power walking steps
The ladder
That led me
Here
Or a bridge…
Yeah
That’s what Sade said:
He built…a bridge to your heart. All the way…
& so I know I haven’t come all this way
For nothin
You.
You and that face
That Love that you so easily give away
To me
Even when briefly
Give me your mouth so my tongue can connect with yours indiscreetly
& that will be the day
I might just say
Fuck it.
If you want a piece of paper
Sign your name as it becomes mine
I will give you kisses until there is no time
And love like there is no time
& I will. I do.
Love you.
Forevere like-
Like our Love isn’t punishable by Crime.
in some places it is.
& i will embrace you
Give you someone to lean to
Become your rock
As you continue this journey in this lifetime as a fallen angel
Pack Light.
Developing our negatives
Through our Dark
Push to Start…
You. Make Love.
FEEL…
Like ART
Take my badge
I will gladly give you my heart
Cuz I know,
You are deserving of Everything.
I wanna hold your hand and kiss your fears behind the walls of years you wondered if anyone else was out there.
Someone. A being. Who would get you. Love you and let you. Be.
Exist as you choose to Be.
Without expecting miracles from an overused and at times abused, wishing well.
Cuz I know damn well:
We are all Human. Mostly.
Demons. Soul cooking. In Hells Kitchen.
I guess that’s it…
Haven’t quite written anything to the tune of this yet. At least not at ths moment. Lemme get in my zone real quick…
TBC
Queer, Gifted & Black 