I write these words on my solar return-It’s so important to honor your growth. & acknowledge your humanity-as you honor your divinity. Give thanks for all the lessons & blessings along the journey. Everything is necessary.
I love myself.
I love who I have been. all the mistakes and imperfections and repercussions along the way (Saturn co-rules Aquarius)
All the blessings. The lessons. The humans I’ve been gifted with time, love & presence...
What a ride.
What a life.
Perfectly unfolding & expanding in ways that align with my souls highest calling.
I had to get clear.
& bare witness
To the sweetness and...the fuck shit.
Perpetuated by myself et al. that led to newer & greater understanding
Healthy boundaries & hella grounding
The steps & missteps that led me to being here.
Choices, decisions & moves
that weren’t always for my highest good
or that of others, tbh
that led me to healing & accountability
That led me...to expose me-
to me; my most difficult & willing critic.
I could conjure several dissertations
And name them:
The Battle with the Shadow
Pierced By Your Own Arrow
Deaths of the False Faces
Rising in divinity, and falling from graces
To some I’ll always be the devil
To others, their forever angel
I can be both.
I have been “the most”
Esp when consorting with folx
whose love language is unaccountability
I wasn’t able to see
Until I began my journey
with plant medicine
reflecting on my reflections
Respect for the spirits & elements
Shrooms in Big Sur...quite a fucking inception
Stopped looking/seeking outward and realized that I-was the only exception
& started to pour
Extending from a deficit
Intentions became clearer.
Another trip around the Sun.
All things align.