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[Sometimes] Love…The Universe always conspires

Queer 

Before words were ever uttered
She looked into me
& claimed me
energetically

damn, your eyes…

& we never belonged to anything ever again, after that night

Only ourselves
making:
love,
Lust + Stardust
~Syn

Music/Media/Books (tings) Related to this post/my feels:

  • Book: The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
  • Song: Knock You Down by Keri Hilson
  • The Universe/Stars/Cosmos n shit…& the fact that we are made of stars.
  • Song: Damn Your Eyes by Etta James
  • Eclipse season (happening now)
  • Song: Stardust by Lavva & Fr33sol & Earf

Real Love, bby

Queer

Comfort. Romancing the (rose quartz) stone.. Highest regard.

An external home with safekeeping and the warmest embrace.

The sweetest taboo…No ordinary love…Sade

A trusted, safe space.

Complete safety; emotionally and otherwise.

Ease. Flow.

Love and respect that never ceases or dissipates regardless of a disagreement

Or temporary static.

Comfort in the midst of temporary contrast…that gifts us with more clarity.

Understanding.

Empathy.

Compassion.

A love expounded

Love, compounded.

Real Love, bby.

~Syn

Sprite Lightning (General Observation)

Queer

Personal to Partnership

rare electrical discharges called sprites high above the clouds. A photographer in China captured this phenomenon on May 9. via Accuweather

You can like someone as a person-
what they stand for, how they think and move in the world
how great of a parent they are…
but that still doesn’t make them compatible with you, as your partner.





Mind/Soul over latter

Lesbian, LGBTQ


Like attracts Like…
& like Stevie says:
“Until the day that You are Me and I Am You” #illbelovingyouforever

& we could go to a land sans
never
& you will never
doubt the word “Love” whenever-
It is uttered…

How can I discover
The abyss of you
Cuz your beauty transcends physical
Your heart- the shyt that makes Shakespearean sonnets lyrical
Picasso
Michelangelo

Frida Kahlo’s muse
Basquiat to Fitzgeralds blues
That made her sing tunes in tune with the moon’s-
Inexplicable attraction to the water

New. & Wet 💦

Streaming & thriving from love and pain
The extraction of shame
I give you honesty as we…exchange flames 🔥

In the heat of the night
I got your body feelin just right

A kiss.

One taste of your wetness helps me take flight…

High as fuck
We High as Love
…you know how deep that is???!

 

Journal Entry…

gender, LGBTQ, qpoc, qwoc

Fuck. I guess Number 1.
Yowsers.

Listening to The Zone- Drake The Wknd
Cuz it reminded me of your smooth, sexy ass…

Then.
It
Hit
Me

My …

Higher Me
Speaking to my

    1. Higher

SELF

Remembering
Only moments earlier i was One with Spirit and Self
In Gratitude for being Saved once Again…

I thought………..
I
Lay

    • My

higher Self

& then The Birds Part 2- The Wknd again.

It HIT ME

what if:

    • What.

 

    If?

YOU
WERE [ MY ] WIFE???

How would [ I ] feel?
If
You were to do with her

that
you

    • Should only be

 

    • Doing.

 

    • With

 

    ME????

Ha

me?

Me. Striving for a better.

Would let

Lust

Destroy the Trust

& willingly. knowingly. Break. Love.

& It Hit Me

How could I intentionally. Willingly. Hurt. Another human being
even though I don’t know her & she don’t know me?!

Being as how i had meditated hours earlier & in my very present being
Gave thanks & got lifted to Higher Self

& it hit me!!!!

That shyt just ain’t me.
Not my Style or Soul.

So I exhaled all the images of your fine ass.

I shouldn’t have even entertained it
So.
Went completely through iPhone & erased:

HISTORY.

Thank the Goddess for realization and growth.

Goddess be with us in our hardest times. Thank You.

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Just a doodle

LGBTQ

I don’t know
Who
You
are

    Or

What you want
But

I got what u need

& I got ideas on who you may be
But
Show me

    • Cuz honestly

 

    Actions talk a whole lot more shit

Than words…twice removed…from lips

I’m doomed to not be consumed with this picture you paint
Or maybe the brush has been dropped
&
You’re an artist displaying canvas
In a pitch black room
&

    It’s up to the Sun to turn on the Light

I see you
I know what you want
I understand this part of Life

& who the fuck wants to die alone?

I raise my hand- gladly as long as I’m happy

But
Darling
You
Make me
This

No

You take me: I Am the Spell. I Am the hallucinogenic.

You take this:
Anectode to the mundane
As I give you the same

Bring ur shame I can bring my former pain

We can get vain
& Love each other more than anything other
Anyone other
And be US
giving Love…

drunk. IN. Love

Tangled in Lust

But

Never lost

Love
never
costs

anything.

A thing.
Thinking…
All of the above.

It’s as if I’ve been touched by the Sun and the Moon
Where the Light meets dark
& they play an impromptu tune
Fuck
…not so soon

When.
Wait. Until
flowers are in bloom

Then.
then you can Marvel
No fuck it
I know survival

I know arrival…
is the sweetest

What we feel
What we would do to one another…
Should never be repeated

Until it’s heated
To the correct temp

& know that we’re not exempt
From fuckin up sometimes

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Bisexual, Gay, gender, Lesbian, LGBTQ, qpoc, Queer, qwoc, sexuality, Transgender

Well

Bisexual, Gay, gender, Lesbian, LGBTQ, qpoc, Queer, qwoc, sexuality, Transgender

 

 

I ate all of it

Ravenous

& I ate it like I wouldn’t get it again…

Even though I know exactly when.

& when we wake up
Ima have her grippin the sheets…bent over and grabbing the nightstand

It’s your fault.

& because of you.

Here we are…two

consenting…… adults. Consenting to

Kink
Induced
comas

& I was on her

Then.

I was
In her…

Like……
I fuckin Love her
Like & I been loved her

I touched her

I fucked her

I kissed her

*slow

I let my tongue go.

Exactly how her body responded

Indulged in her abyss

Deep- A place where you forgot to be

A place inside her…You…Forgot to See.

& thats what happened

Big Dyke Energy/ Family matters

Bisexual, Gay, gender, Lesbian, LGBTQ, qpoc, Queer, qwoc, sexuality, Transgender

I see pictures that are emailed
Family
& I see them smiling
All happy & content
They have not failed as parents
Their son, is now getting married to a woman.
Not another man.
They breathe a sigh of right wing religious relief
My mum can’t say the same
She thinks she will never be as happy as them

Her kinfolk
Who got it right
&
Didn’t raise

A dyke

Hmmm.
Now
How does one make up for this?
I see the church
It’s pews
The mother wearing purple sash and a shiny dress
The father: good Sunday suit with a handkerchief in his pocket
Smiles all around
Nice dresses
Nice smiles
I wonder sometimes…
Will I ever be able to fill such an holy building with family on my day?*
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Or will the flames be too close to my feet that they feel they may get burned…

*I have zero desire to be in a church for any reason. Especially not the Divine union with my Goddess*

P8:

Bisexual, Gay, gender, Lesbian, LGBTQ, qpoc, Queer, qwoc, sexuality, Transgender

“what are human beings
that you pay attention to them?
You’ve made them only slightly less than Divine,”

She walked up:
Eyes Low
Shiny toy guns

Shining
Knowing her Power
Her smirk gave way.
“Hey”

I,
leaning
Look her up & down and look to the sky as I mumble a small prayer..

What?

“What? Really? That’s all that you have to say?”

Smirk. Smirk. Smirk.

*she say its for tunechi: she lie wit a straight face

Bad.

“I can’t have you coming over here, looking like you do. Smelling as fucking good as you do and just begging Saturn to turn loose on my ass. You’re hella married.”

“And?!” She leaned in closer to me. I got a hit of her $300 an ounce imported fragrance.

I got as close to her ear as I could without my mouth actually touching it & whispered, “And…you’re making my dick very hard with the thoughts that I’m having about how many different ways & different positions I would fuck you in…How I would have you screaming my name over & over…until your aren’t able to speak.” I leaned back against the wall & shrugged.

“So. What the fuck, Syn. Are we fucking or…your point in saying all of that & getting my pussy wet, is what?”

“Point being…You. In those motherfucking heels & that sexy ass prowess of yours…Please, back the fuck off & tend to your wifey at home. I’m bad, but I’m good though.”