Future Hendrix


I had such a tremendous experience(s) this weekend. So much love. So much celebrating. So much quality time with people I don’t get to spend time with that often. It was simply beautiful.

& Also, TONS of work prepping for the ting. Being 1000% present & attentive during the ting.

After a successful, & I do mean full, day (week+ prep) celebrating the woman who helped anchor me to this world…I’m exhausted. Very grateful and very full (love, gratitude, community) and this morning I was prompted to slow tf down.

Please believe this was a v painful (thanks Saturn) reminder as I was carrying the bags of leftover 🗑 to the curb-think, cans, beer & wine bottles) I did some maneuver that was the wrong fucking way to maneuve 🤨 (move) apparently 😂 but that last bag sent me to my doctors office this morning.

& so, 1 steroid shot and a couple of prescriptions later, here I am.

Im actually writing in bed. Wondering if this shit gonna kick in to full gear or stall at 80%. Well. Grateful for everything that led me here, still. Cuz all that work and energy was absolutely worth it.

If being away from my family for 20+ years has taught me anything, it’s to cherish your fucking moments and especially, your people. So. I will never regret showing up and showing tf out, for my love, fam & friends. People should know (ofc not just on 1 day outta the year, no) consistently feel and know how much you care for and love them. We are placed here to love. & to enjoy ourselves-whatever tf that might look like to you.

& as I recognize the lessons in real time more and more now, I’m grateful for the shit. Cuz it only helps make me better.

Not insane, but I liked this gif

You gotta be it, to receive it (authentically)

& give it to yourself first, before ever trying to replenish your well.

Be your own water. You the well, too.

🤔 I think the muscle relaxer & anti inflammatory 💊 kickin in, lolol. That’s all the epiphanies from me (fa now 😎)

Inspired by Dali

Lesbian, LGBTQ

I stood on the brink!
On the edge & I yelled as loud as I could:

I will go the edge of the world for you! Do you hear me?

She grabbed my hand and steadied me back on solid ground
I felt the wind blasting against my face
Not as loud as my heart was pounding.

She moved me.
Next to her.

Where I belonged.

She never let go.

Caressing my cheek
I felt my knees go weak
As she got on her knees


She placed my hand on her heart
& this is where the tears start


Is where the Fear starts

And where we acknowledge our humanity and agree
that this is where Fear ends

Cuz all that heals and all that amends…
Is Love

She stood up and got right on that ledge

Lightening struck and thunder pled

My Love, I have waited this long. You found me and I found you.
I don’t need you to go anywhere, but here….
My Sõl…

My Soul,
My Heart,

I Come In Peace

Waves crashing on Pacific coast 🌊

Love is not chasing…a ghost

It’s Presence
It’s one of the Universe’s greatest presents

& we got that shit.

I stood up quick
off Love

& this beautiful being before me

Love ❤
The most powerful D.R.U.G.