“I’m Glowin The Fuck Up!” -Lil Murda

Queer

I used that line from 1 of my fave shows, P-Valley. If you follow any of my other socials (Twitter, Instagram) then you know how much I absolutely love this show.

Ok. So why tf is that line the title of this post?

Because I felt like it. & I felt like it because the moments that I experienced leading up to even thinking of that line, had me feeling like Murda when Keyshawn showed him the WSHH feature with them. That energy. That Soul Glo ✨ cuz you now in the process of mining ⛏ your own diamonds…& once you realize…that you are also the Diamond 💎 game fucking changer.

What a time. What a life, Jhene Aiko. Seeing your shit come to fruition-in the divinely timed order it’s sposed to ✨

The feeling of having pride in your work and what the fuck you put out into the world. & also tremendous gratitude for what was, what’s happening rn and for allllll the beautiful, magical, wonderful experiences coming.

Give thanks. Gratitude for the doors and windows 🪟 that’s opening for me-& the right ones at that. The ones that feel good. That feel at ease. That feel joyful. That’s for my highest good & the highest good if all involved. Them joints that feel right & aligned ✨ give thanks.

PODCAST: The Joyful Experience

I am so pleased, so grateful and sooo excited to be sharing this Podcast & more of myself with you.

As you will hear in the Podcast, I am a 12H sun. With Jupiter in my 8H…Capricorn Mercury and Venus…ine into foolishness.

This 12H energy has me in the cut working on self in several ways, which I’m not mad about at all. & sometimes, I am beckoned to “show my face” & in this case, share my voice.

So. Here I Am.

& I am absolutely delighted to be able to share some of my innermost thoughts & feels regarding dating and mating with Astrology-& how you relate to your own birth chart.

Big up and Big love to all of the professional astrologers that have guided me these last few years and really helped a bih understand more and grow.

I am ever grateful for every opportunity and every gift. & this Podcast was certainly that.

Big love always to my beloved colleague, fellow author, writer, bad ass Scorpio witch and friend, Kat.

Give thanks for our queer family tree that’s been growin from AOL online/chat room times (yeah we old-ish) lol. I’m hella grateful for such a wonderful opportunity. That shit was hella fun.

Syncere, Guest Host. The Joyful Experience Podcast, August, 2022

Listen To Full Podcast Here

Tender Boys & Mama (Ms. Ernestine)

Queer

Tender boys who grew up wit they Grammy
And all her cats
Left to sit back
Cuz when he walk, he got a switch back
That earned him tenure at her house

Jason,
Sweet as pie and quiet as a mouse
Played in the yard, barely left the house

Boys like him was hushed at an early age
At the early stage
When da men dem peep his ways
His true self died at an early age

Like his body did, from AIDS

If I could take a turn back of the page
I would hug him so tight
Let him know that it’s alright
To love and to like...who you like

To be who you be
As softly
As you would like to walk these island streets
Bey I wish I was older when we did meet

I just remember the smile

The smile that showed me early, it was ok to be the Sun
even if some folks prefer shade…


Jason,
I remember you.
I honor you.
I love you.

My first known queer Ancestor
I remember ✨🕊
~Syn
Uncle Clifford and Ms. Ernestine

It’s. The Buddha in me

LGBTQ

I like quiet. And I love my Peace. I’m so Grateful to be at a place where I can quiet my own inner voice and the outside world long enough to meditate.

Cuz, for a long time, I just couldn’t.

Well, first my assumption on what meditation was based on what I had heard/saw and actually was only a small part of it.

Then there’s that whole thing of I wasn’t in the right space mentally.
I wasn’t there because I was too conflicted about myself and my identity, my partner, life etc. so that shit wasn’t happening!

Today, though 🙌 Nowadays.
Now.

I arise and give thanks.

This morning.

To the sound of the raindrops leaving their essential footprints…

To the sound of:
Rufus Cappadocia’s “Lament
(pandora radio i still fuck with you! Ty for bringing me sounds/music/artists from places and genres I would otherwise not be so quick to explore)

It was a great feeling to wake up with such peace. To live in a home and in a hood that is filled with peace.

I can hear the rain. I see the trees dancing, swaying their branches at a rhythm only the Goddess herself could command.

Nature. Gaia. Goddess.
For this peace, I Am grateful 🙏

Hope this Saturday is treating you beautifully. Til next time lovelies.

Syn.

This moment that happened

LGBTQ

Earlier in the day. Shit it’s now Friday. So, Thursday…

I was having a challenging…ok kinda shitty morning. However, and I am so glad that I just chuckled at the thought of how far I’ve come, (it’s a Blessing!) that was purdy much,
Ok all self induced 🙄 I can admit it, being human sometimes gets the best of me and I’m definitely not perfect. Totally fine with that 🙂

So the night prior, I was having some not so nice thoughts and in the morning (Thursday) I woke up and even though I was on the right side, I was on the wrong side of the bed based on my karma that played over from the the night before.
I swear I dropped at least 5 different things in a rush on my way out of the door.

side note: I usually NEVER have to rush. Causes too much panic & wasted energy when I can be listening to Sade or Santana whilst enjoying a cup of chai. (Yep, I prefer the latter as well)

So,
needless to say that was the prerequisite to an unusual and very human and very humbling day.

So,
Damn I digressed hella just to get to the climax, lol.
I posted on my Facebook about the day and I said something along the lines of being grateful anyway and saying thank you.

So,
A friend of mine commented that she wish she had my Peace.
That. was the perfect unexpected gift from the Universe to remind me that all is well. very very humbling and reassuring. Because…Divine timing n shyt.

Here’s my Reply:

Jazzy J Jasmine_____ it ain’t always easy, but guess what. I am able to breathe, speak, walk, think, drive, see, love, etc…I literally have to check myself sometimes b/c shit goes wrong and I’m like ugh!!!!! Then I breathe, and talk to my ancestors and the Universe and say that I am in need of some assistance. Help me to be Strong and know that it’s only temporary and the outcome of my moment, day, life, etc is up to me & how I react In this moment and hereafter. I’ve known how shitty things can be with the wrong attitude and/or being ungrateful. I KNOW!
It ain’t cute nor pretty. So that’s when memory is activated and I go, “hmm. I’ve experienced worse, chill TF out, roll down the window, listen to music that makes ur Soul sing along with your voice…yeah, all that- #writer
😬

I’m so Blessed to be here a place where I can recognize when I am out of balance and not my Higher Self. More importantly, changing that energy to positive light ✨
#Yeezyaintteachmethis

Peace and Blessings Manifest 🙏
Love always,
Syn

G. C- (see)

LGBTQ, QBag, qpoc, qwoc

All friends.
Some
new acquaintances.

It’s
time for dessert

She glances at my plate
Vegan German chocolate cake…

Would you like a taste?
She smirks.

LL Cool J style
I
Lick my lips
purposely slow-

She:
Bites down on bottom lip…

shall I feed it to you? I promise you’ll love it

Eyes:

Barely blinking

Sight: never dwindling

I was hoping you would…

A Tuesday evening never felt so good.

Truth.serum

Bisexual, Gay, Lesbian, LGBTQ, QBag, qpoc, Queer, qwoc, Transgender

I was kind of a dick to you…so
You were one to me.
Eye See…
This
thing.

Karma-
Boomerang

All Is Fair In Love & Growth

Ah. Fuck. I’m human.
I’m…
YOU
man

Human…as are You.

So. I look back, reflect and I laugh
The Four Agreements as my staff  📖

On my behalf,
My bad.

I’m glad that you are a part of my Growth 🙏

(Spiritual) Being on this human plane.

Axé. Grateful to you, my Teacher(s)

The Law of Reflection

LGBTQ, qwoc

And you?
What do you think led you to her?

Hmm. That’s easy.
Look at her. She’s every schoolBoi’s crush and every grown woman’s dream wife.

Strong…
Don’t take no shit

Yet,
Submissive when she sees fit…

Soft. Gentle. Loving. Caring

& Will ALWAYS take care of her shit
& run it.

Cancer Sun.

Mirrors.
She is my mirror.
I attracted the other half of me
and
all of me…

Even the parts I try to keep

hid…

She reveals within her beauty and embodiment of Goddess…

The mirror always reveals the Truth

*IF
We look close enough.

Reveal
Then
Revel
In
What’s REAL:

Love ❤️

B’z, L’s & Teas

Lesbian, LGBTQ, qpoc, Queer, qwoc

You know what?

I Love, Love

For real. Yes, I’ve had my heart broken into a million + pieces…but, damn! That allowed me to free up so much of myself that I had been so tightly clinging to forever and a decade!

So:
The moment I became completely vulnerable…100% my insecurities popped up, since they were never dealt with in the first place. Then, Love showed me her face…& ever since that day, I can’t, I won’t give it up.

Love is a beautiful thing. It brings so much Growth,
So much Change throughout the Pain.

You finally face your own Soul.
Wow.

Thank you to all of my Love Teachers! I’m close! Thank you for the Hope & the Reason to keep on Loving…

I see the Goddess in you.

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Shhhhhh

Bisexual, Gay, gender, Lesbian, LGBTQ, qpoc, Queer, sexuality, Transgender

“No. What are we doin, G?” I pleaded. Her eyes locked into mine. Searching for my Truth, she never blinked and spoke as If reciting a psalm.

Lovely and calm………

OZ

    I’m trying to give you what you want to give me.
    Reach a part of you that you refuse to let anyone else see. That not so grateful place of fear:
    Fear of failure
    Fear of not ever finding or connecting with your one True Soul-Mate
    Or worse. Having her, but losing her.

A nerve. Struck like an out of tune chord
She struck my-
Auto tuned fort
I look.
Then I look some more.

    Hmmm. All I Feel is Truth

I want you to come inside & erase all I thought I had left of my past
I want your hands on this ass…
I want your tongue to sing me Sonnets Of Syn
Until I’m screaming…IT’S YOURS

Well. At least she’s honest. 1zerozero

Beauty & Beast Retreat

Bisexual, Gay, gender, Lesbian, LGBTQ, qpoc, Queer, qwoc, sexuality, Transgender

Before I

    touch
    You

      I need to

      feel
      You

      From:
      within

      Skin to skin
      Chin to chin
      My mouth finds the softness of your lips

      We exhale
      Become lost
      In a tangled tale
      Of
      New

      Breath

      Manifesting
      From depths
      Of
      Soul

      I suppose
      A lion in wolf clothes

      So much Power

      I will devour
      The very worst of you

      And treat you
      As my equal

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