SõuL Food

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This

    This is what I wanna feel on a Sunday morning.
    Heaven
    In the Present

    Sheets
    Intertwined
    Curving of Spine
    Whisper in my ear…
    how much this Pussy is Mine

    Divine

      Essence

    Sweat.
    French-
    Horns

    Vices
    &
    Spiritual Vibrations
    Inducing your liquid libation
    Within her Soul is where i call home
    & her Lovin could supply a Nation

      Wet

    This

      Kiss

      This

        Bliss

        Is…

        What I wanna feel on a Sunday morning.

        “Take All The Time You Need”

        Nam nam (Namasté)

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        She asks me to remove denim
        I ask her
        to…
        remove venom
        Lest!

        She
        is…
        also The Cure
        LoveCats:

          The Way We Talk
          The Way We Walk
          The Way We…

        Kiss

        She insists on Proof
        As I exist in Truth
        Ceasing the continuous Loop
        Refusing to jump through hoops
        And
        Rally the Troops
        JUST
        To be with you
        I
        Never majored in drama
        BUT
        When
        You give of yourself to me
        Through: Sweat, Breath & Ecstasy

          Eye consider it: THE Highest Honor

        & Place your body, your temple on the altar
        of
        my native tongue
        And speak to me
        As a Queen does
        Knowing her piece to the puzzle is Priceless amongst the stars
        I Am
        &
        You Are…

        One Love

        https://youtu.be/PYcu-TIm1Ek

        Homeo Be Like…

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        They found themselves in the same room:

          Finally… The moment, the inevitable had hit them; & when it did

          Sirens
          Heart Commotion
          Butterflies
          In both Oceans
          Under their

            Aquarius Moon

          Their eyes met, all too soon
          Both fixated on the others gaze
          Stopped in their tracks;

            Hearts!
            Running in Place
            Losing Time
            Losing Space

          Drums
          & so many years of waiting for True Love
          It was here
          Amongst
          Thieves
          & those who grieve in self pity
          There in that emerald city

          Heaven

          Hell

          ETERNITY

          Homeo:
          I’m not going to apologize for staring at you…the way that I did. I…My Soul…
          The moment that I saw you, I realized that my eyes have never known truth and beauty until they rested upon You.
          I have been in the dark for too long & I hadn’t realized until you happened…& shined your Light…

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            News (2)

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            *exhaling* This was tough to write/edit/see/read/share/be…

            14 going on 15
            Takes shot gun
            To school
            & starts aiming
            At pretty girl and pretty boys

            bully

            14 going on 15
            Can make a lot of noise-

            When boys
            and girls & gym teacher
            Call him “girl”

            They say strong things like:

            gay-bullying

            You queer!
            Look at what you wear!

            He has no jordans or no gucci
            No Louis
            Just blue jeans
            From 3 siblings
            prior

            “Ha ha ha ha” they will all be on fire

            …the day prior
            He ate his pb&j
            On lunch break
            A rock split his skin on the side of his face
            Another slammed into his head

            bs-md-ci-beating

            He bled
            Where he sat
            & they laughed and they spat
            & he cried and they spat
            He cringed
            As the fire within him singed
            They kicked & kicked
            &

            gb1
            They punched him in the face
            You fucking gay! That’s what you get!
            Face.

            faces

            All peering
            Faces
            All staring
            Fear
            Shame
            Tears
            Dirt
            Sweat..
            He ran around the corner
            As quiet as mouse
            He tiptoed and entered his house
            There he found mom & spouse
            Passed out on the couch

            His eyes searched for their crack pipes
            Yes, they will be out like Lights

            Her raced into the bedroom
            Under the bed he found the families heirloom

            gun-play-movie-poster-1935

            A 45

            He picked it up
            He beat on his chest
            He felt like a man!
            He felt alive

            Packed in backpack
            He headed back
            What you looking at Fag?
            Im looking at You looking at lead
            Bang!
            Bang!
            Bang!
            Pretty girl and pretty boy, shot in the head.
            Can you feel it???
            This baby!
            His pain!

            InnocenceSeung-Hui Cho

            turned to RAGE
            What he was thinking as he aimed!

            How did we fail?
            How do we keep failing our babies?

            Bowling…bowling, bowling for

            columbine

            Listen, Gently

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            I showed her the glorious views of the city from the Oakland Hills.
            Robert Glasper feat Solange- Twice
            Remixed. Love with QuestLove
            We vibe
            & we give Thanks…

              For moments like these seem too few
              Far
              & In
              Between
              I lowered the volume.
              Inhaled Love
              & exhaled Fear…

                “This.
                This is one of my favourite places.”

                  Her eyes received her special endowment.
                  “Why? I mean obviously this breathtaking view, but, what else?”
                  An Aquarius, no doubt.

                    This is my space. My space where I Am closest to my God and I can be still & everything else is on pause & i listen.
                    When my Soul needs mending from ever pretending
                    That it is always well
                    I come here & accept there will be storms
                    Yet, to keep my Peace, Just Be. calm
                    Maybe… recite the 23 psalm
                    & speak only good words cuz my word is my bond
                    That is why this is one of my favorites…

                      “& you’re sharing it with me.”

                        Stated matter of factly
                        She knew exactly
                        What this moment meant
                        Superman was revealing Clark Kent
                        &
                        Humanity
                        Was given its due respect

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                        Mujer de mi corazon

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                        I don’t just wanna fuck you
                        I wanna feel you
                        With every stroke
                        Touch your Soul
                        From your Roots
                        Way down pass ALLLLLLL of your Past
                        Through Baggage Claim

                          To
                          The epitome of Your Truth

                        Until your spirit releases nectar from your eyes
                        & your pussy releases sweet nectar from beyond the surface to the deep-
                        Spiritual essence inside…

                          & You and Me become WE

                        WE simultaneously learn that THIS
                        THIS is what it sounds like

                        When Doves Cry

                        Sweet Agony
                        Released
                        Blessed By Mother Goddess from the top of her head to her feet:

                        I Believe In Magick…..…….

                        My Sweet,
                        Sweet
                        LOVE

                        Wicked The (Un)Musicál

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                        You Place Me-

                          Softly.………………………

                        On icy Blankets…
                        Made of thorny, comfy, rosy

                          Promises

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                        undone.

                        Heart:
                        Knotted up
                        Like-a
                        Natty DRED
                        True to her Roots

                          You: Sting…
                          & Yet,
                          You: Shine

                          The sweetest poison
                          seeping…through
                          Hours of text messages

                          my Confession

                          my Profession

                          Of LOVE

                            undone.

                          By none, BUT; the Two of Us

                        • i
                        • On the cusp of emotional overdose

                          Gimme two mo’ hits!

                          …………………
                          20130916-015520.jpgNo, fuck it.

                          I need to comE. Down. NOW

                            As I drown in songs of sorrow
                            Sing my songs of Solomon
                            no.

                            My: Songs of Samson

                              This illusion of Love MUST be my Strength!
                              and.
                              must be my Weakness………………….

                              Tweet this:
                              Mirror, Mirror, on the wall
                              ……..
                              Eye See
                              Eyes. See. No Evil. No Fear. At ALL
                              No
                              Wicked
                              QUEEN
                              Wicked feign
                              Fighting for Beauty

                                Within…

                              And.
                              Honor.
                              And.
                              True LOVE

                            This IS (turning into a rant)

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                            I was only used to seeing Studs.

                            One of the moments that redefined

                              Butch

                            20130916-034846.jpgChloë Sevigny in If These Walls Could Talk 2

                            She was so cool. A boyish gentleman. Charming. Imperfect. Hard.
                            PLUS
                            she rocked the James Dean denim/leather look & I adore…
                            Willing to be vulnerable with another lesbian but one with a sense of Hetero entitlement.
                            Abandoning the same struggle & claiming it as a revolutionary process…..
                            I pray we’ve made Progress…..

                            And?

                            LGBTQ, qpoc, Queer, qwoc

                            “One man will single me out and will tell me what he has told no other person.”

                            &

                            Time stood still when she entered the room
                            Her aura: reeking of freedom
                            Her soul: in full Bloom

                            Remember that show, Blossom?
                            She’s old school, nostalgic, reminiscent & familiar like that

                            Going back in time..

                              Going back in mind

                            Where.
                            Life.
                            Was.
                            Simpler.

                              &

                            I wanted to be Henry Winkler
                            With my crisp, classic white tee
                            Leather jacket, blue jeans.

                            You. Woman. Are more than you seem.

                              &

                            I like that.

                            Dark Knight
                            Dressed in all black
                            Red Lipstick
                            Maven. Vixen. Misfit.

                            Seriously suppressing Ego sayings:

                            I Want You

                            as if I’m as smooth as Marvin
                            Marching with Martians I’m unafraid of from Mars
                            When I’m feeling Venus.
                            I feel you, when I’m feeling the realest

                              One Day

                            1 Day.
                            I will enter this room and all will be in bloom

                              &

                            Poets and MadWomyn
                            Will expose their treasures

                              &

                            Pirate of the Caribbean
                            Would have made the decision
                            To Be ME.

                              & Love YOU…

                            And WE will Love one another completely

                              &

                            Without abandon.
                            Because we feel & sometimes we fear strongly

                              &

                            We will STILL love one another before the crowds…

                              AND


                            We still LOVE

                              I would be your Romeo AND you, my beautiful Capulet20130915-110919.jpg

                            &

                            Nothing separates us.
                            Not the
                            whispers
                            pointed fingers
                            Fear that tends to linger
                            …And
                            all that remains are love soaked stains
                            That shyt ain’t goin nowhere

                              &

                            I LOVE It