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“I’m Glowin The Fuck Up!” -Lil Murda

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I used that line from 1 of my fave shows, P-Valley. If you follow any of my other socials (Twitter, Instagram) then you know how much I absolutely love this show.

Ok. So why tf is that line the title of this post?

Because I felt like it. & I felt like it because the moments that I experienced leading up to even thinking of that line, had me feeling like Murda when Keyshawn showed him the WSHH feature with them. That energy. That Soul Glo ✨ cuz you now in the process of mining ⛏ your own diamonds…& once you realize…that you are also the Diamond 💎 game fucking changer.

What a time. What a life, Jhene Aiko. Seeing your shit come to fruition-in the divinely timed order it’s sposed to ✨

The feeling of having pride in your work and what the fuck you put out into the world. & also tremendous gratitude for what was, what’s happening rn and for allllll the beautiful, magical, wonderful experiences coming.

Give thanks. Gratitude for the doors and windows 🪟 that’s opening for me-& the right ones at that. The ones that feel good. That feel at ease. That feel joyful. That’s for my highest good & the highest good if all involved. Them joints that feel right & aligned ✨ give thanks.

PODCAST: The Joyful Experience

I am so pleased, so grateful and sooo excited to be sharing this Podcast & more of myself with you.

As you will hear in the Podcast, I am a 12H sun. With Jupiter in my 8H…Capricorn Mercury and Venus…ine into foolishness.

This 12H energy has me in the cut working on self in several ways, which I’m not mad about at all. & sometimes, I am beckoned to “show my face” & in this case, share my voice.

So. Here I Am.

& I am absolutely delighted to be able to share some of my innermost thoughts & feels regarding dating and mating with Astrology-& how you relate to your own birth chart.

Big up and Big love to all of the professional astrologers that have guided me these last few years and really helped a bih understand more and grow.

I am ever grateful for every opportunity and every gift. & this Podcast was certainly that.

Big love always to my beloved colleague, fellow author, writer, bad ass Scorpio witch and friend, Kat.

Give thanks for our queer family tree that’s been growin from AOL online/chat room times (yeah we old-ish) lol. I’m hella grateful for such a wonderful opportunity. That shit was hella fun.

Syncere, Guest Host. The Joyful Experience Podcast, August, 2022

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I promise to listen
To you

And

Not fuck off with your heart
As most pre love post lovers do

Substantial
Everything you are
Especíal
One you are…

From your Power
To my Peace
To the Strength in my back
That makes you
Be*cum
Weak in the knees

The sight of you
Makes
Me
Weak in the knees

Composure kept
Although my heart is power walking steps

The ladder
That led me
Here
Or a bridge…

Yeah
That’s what Sade said:

He built…a bridge to your heart. All the way…

& so I know I haven’t come all this way
For nothin

    This. Must. Be. The. Place

You.
You and that face
That Love that you so easily give away

To me
Even when briefly
Give me your mouth so my tongue can connect with yours indiscreetly

& that will be the day
I might just say
Fuck it.

If you want a piece of paper

Sign your name as it becomes mine
I will give you kisses until there is no time
And love like there is no time
& I will. I do.
Love you.
Forevere like-
Like our Love isn’t punishable by Crime.

in some places it is.

& i will embrace you
Give you someone to lean to
Become your rock
As you continue this journey in this lifetime as a fallen angel

Pack Light.

Developing our negatives
Through our Dark
Push to Start…

 

You. Make Love.

FEEL…

Like ART

 

Take my badge
I will gladly give you my heart
Cuz I know,

You are deserving of Everything.

I wanna hold your hand and kiss your fears behind the walls of years you wondered if anyone else was out there.

Someone. A being. Who would get you. Love you and let you. Be.

Exist as you choose to Be.

  • Take you and give of themselves

Without expecting miracles from an overused and at times abused, wishing well.
Cuz I know damn well:
We are all Human. Mostly.

Demons. Soul cooking. In Hells Kitchen.
I guess that’s it…

Just a doodle

LGBTQ

I don’t know
Who
You
are

    Or

What you want
But

I got what u need

& I got ideas on who you may be
But
Show me

    • Cuz honestly

 

    Actions talk a whole lot more shit

Than words…twice removed…from lips

I’m doomed to not be consumed with this picture you paint
Or maybe the brush has been dropped
&
You’re an artist displaying canvas
In a pitch black room
&

    It’s up to the Sun to turn on the Light

I see you
I know what you want
I understand this part of Life

& who the fuck wants to die alone?

I raise my hand- gladly as long as I’m happy

But
Darling
You
Make me
This

No

You take me: I Am the Spell. I Am the hallucinogenic.

You take this:
Anectode to the mundane
As I give you the same

Bring ur shame I can bring my former pain

We can get vain
& Love each other more than anything other
Anyone other
And be US
giving Love…

drunk. IN. Love

Tangled in Lust

But

Never lost

Love
never
costs

anything.

A thing.
Thinking…
All of the above.

It’s as if I’ve been touched by the Sun and the Moon
Where the Light meets dark
& they play an impromptu tune
Fuck
…not so soon

When.
Wait. Until
flowers are in bloom

Then.
then you can Marvel
No fuck it
I know survival

I know arrival…
is the sweetest

What we feel
What we would do to one another…
Should never be repeated

Until it’s heated
To the correct temp

& know that we’re not exempt
From fuckin up sometimes

Being Human & all….20131230-171918.jpg

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Well

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I ate all of it

Ravenous

& I ate it like I wouldn’t get it again…

Even though I know exactly when.

& when we wake up
Ima have her grippin the sheets…bent over and grabbing the nightstand

It’s your fault.

& because of you.

Here we are…two

consenting…… adults. Consenting to

Kink
Induced
comas

& I was on her

Then.

I was
In her…

Like……
I fuckin Love her
Like & I been loved her

I touched her

I fucked her

I kissed her

*slow

I let my tongue go.

Exactly how her body responded

Indulged in her abyss

Deep- A place where you forgot to be

A place inside her…You…Forgot to See.

& thats what happened

P8:

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“what are human beings
that you pay attention to them?
You’ve made them only slightly less than Divine,”

She walked up:
Eyes Low
Shiny toy guns

Shining
Knowing her Power
Her smirk gave way.
“Hey”

I,
leaning
Look her up & down and look to the sky as I mumble a small prayer..

What?

“What? Really? That’s all that you have to say?”

Smirk. Smirk. Smirk.

*she say its for tunechi: she lie wit a straight face

Bad.

“I can’t have you coming over here, looking like you do. Smelling as fucking good as you do and just begging Saturn to turn loose on my ass. You’re hella married.”

“And?!” She leaned in closer to me. I got a hit of her $300 an ounce imported fragrance.

I got as close to her ear as I could without my mouth actually touching it & whispered, “And…you’re making my dick very hard with the thoughts that I’m having about how many different ways & different positions I would fuck you in…How I would have you screaming my name over & over…until your aren’t able to speak.” I leaned back against the wall & shrugged.

“So. What the fuck, Syn. Are we fucking or…your point in saying all of that & getting my pussy wet, is what?”

“Point being…You. In those motherfucking heels & that sexy ass prowess of yours…Please, back the fuck off & tend to your wifey at home. I’m bad, but I’m good though.”

Ditto. Go

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Time is fleeting…You will die

Words
Engraved in a black coffin
The wood
Brown
Flesh
Brown
& fresh
with detail
Reminding me
To FLY
To:

    Be…

Nah, to live
Amongst stars
Fuck the boulevard
Drive
Fast Cars
Visit Venus & See Mars
Show your battle scars
&

En garde!

Don’t be a ghost…

    Love while you can
    Live while you can
    Make…& BE LOVE…while
    You
    can

& toast
To
Breath!
Salud!

Bath salts

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Love is…

    Meeting.
    Heart. Beating
    Realizing.
    That this
    Isn’t
    The first time
    Our:
    Worlds collide

Love is…

    Unexpecting
    Complete Acceptance
    Of
    The
    Others bullshit
    Because:
    Lets be honest
    We all have some; some time
    So.This eye appealing
    Soul healing
    Mirrored feeling
    Completely stealing
    Kisses
    &
    Wishes
    Of

    True Love

    It
    IS

    Saying, hey, I see you.
    In your Love
    In your struggle
    Subdued by your predestined drug
    &
    We
    Are good
    Because we have to Master our own Paths…
    I remember you
    I recognize the God in you
    Perhaps…

We are here to Love. To Live. To Learn. To Laugh

Taken aback
We ended up taking a bath-
in each others Sin…
Purifying the past
Master. Soul. Cleanse

Shhhhhh

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“No. What are we doin, G?” I pleaded. Her eyes locked into mine. Searching for my Truth, she never blinked and spoke as If reciting a psalm.

Lovely and calm………

OZ

    I’m trying to give you what you want to give me.
    Reach a part of you that you refuse to let anyone else see. That not so grateful place of fear:
    Fear of failure
    Fear of not ever finding or connecting with your one True Soul-Mate
    Or worse. Having her, but losing her.

A nerve. Struck like an out of tune chord
She struck my-
Auto tuned fort
I look.
Then I look some more.

    Hmmm. All I Feel is Truth

I want you to come inside & erase all I thought I had left of my past
I want your hands on this ass…
I want your tongue to sing me Sonnets Of Syn
Until I’m screaming…IT’S YOURS

Well. At least she’s honest. 1zerozero