Sometimes, I just wanna bare my soul Release all this weight from this heart of gold
& simply, Let it be Rest in anotherās thoughts, anotherās regardā¦in another context We both fixed signs so we test on who does stubborn the best I guess⦠We both do.
I jest, but Iām no fool The Emperor and Magician Qing of Pentacles, Capricorn Venus
Jupiter in Scorpio 7H Virgoā¦The meanest, cleanest Rawest love That water love
Sometimes inundates Those coming from being used to half ass, low vibrational plates
Thereās only so much we can leave to fate
2 individuals on their individual missions Gotta share that Mariah Carey, vision Of love
That feels like⦠Soaking under the full moon wit your lover in a claw foot tub š absolute peace It could all beā¦if we ready
āYou not a tree, you can move!ā Coach Stormy
Also. I find it VERY interesting that Coach Stormy has an Aquarius AND a Leo stellium šš« Here is a couple tweets about her astrology:
I used that line from 1 of my fave shows, P-Valley. If you follow any of my other socials (Twitter, Instagram) then you know how much I absolutely love this show.
Ok. So why tf is that line the title of this post?
Because I felt like it. & I felt like it because the moments that I experienced leading up to even thinking of that line, had me feeling like Murda when Keyshawn showed him the WSHH feature with them. That energy. That Soul Glo ⨠cuz you now in the process of mining ā your own diamondsā¦& once you realizeā¦that you are also the Diamond š game fucking changer.
What a time. What a life, Jhene Aiko. Seeing your shit come to fruition-in the divinely timed order itās sposed to āØ
The feeling of having pride in your work and what the fuck you put out into the world. & also tremendous gratitude for what was, whatās happening rn and for allllll the beautiful, magical, wonderful experiences coming.
Give thanks. Gratitude for the doors and windows šŖ thatās opening for me-& the right ones at that. The ones that feel good. That feel at ease. That feel joyful. Thatās for my highest good & the highest good if all involved. Them joints that feel right & aligned ⨠give thanks.
PODCAST: The Joyful Experience
I am so pleased, so grateful and sooo excited to be sharing this Podcast & more of myself with you.
As you will hear in the Podcast, I am a 12H sun. With Jupiter in my 8Hā¦Capricorn Mercury and Venusā¦ine into foolishness.
This 12H energy has me in the cut working on self in several ways, which Iām not mad about at all. & sometimes, I am beckoned to āshow my faceā & in this case, share my voice.
So. Here I Am.
& I am absolutely delighted to be able to share some of my innermost thoughts & feels regarding dating and mating with Astrology-& how you relate to your own birth chart.
Big up and Big love to all of the professional astrologers that have guided me these last few years and really helped a bih understand more and grow.
I am ever grateful for every opportunity and every gift. & this Podcast was certainly that.
Big love always to my beloved colleague, fellow author, writer, bad ass Scorpio witch and friend, Kat.
Give thanks for our queer family tree thatās been growin from AOL online/chat room times (yeah we old-ish) lol. Iām hella grateful for such a wonderful opportunity. That shit was hella fun.
Syncere, Guest Host. The Joyful Experience Podcast, August, 2022
I wonder if itās my 12H Sun or my Jupiter in Scorpio āļø as to why I (think) that I contemplate death and loss more than the average person. Hmm, contemplate is a strong word. I donāt consider it as taboo or hard to discuss as most people do.
But. I mean. We all have experienced or will experience loss in some form. & this is why I go so hard for presence. & intentionality. Because not a single moment or thing is promised to any of us.
I remember when we finally were able to go through the garage (recently built a new home, and shit just ends up in the garageā¦like, all the things end up there š®āšØ) so getting to go through stuff properly and notice the amount of things that were able to be salvaged and saved from Hurricane Dorian š puts shit into perspective.
Because thank the universe/god/the ancestors protection that the lives of my mumā¦ok basically everyone and I do mean EVERYONE on my Mum side of the family would have been gone.
The magnitude of that storm over that island (& Abaco)ā¦if it had remained over the island any longerā¦I would have lost all of my family on that side. They lost their vehicles, their homes and the amount of trauma the have from that whole situation; from seeing the dead bodies of your neighbors floating by you, as the water rose and you had to flee to a nearby fire stationā¦which also became overcrowded and floodedā¦the stories Iāve heardā¦Losing things donāt feel like shit when you almost lose your life.
Perspective like a mf.
āDonāt sweat the small stuffā is cliche asfā¦but likeā¦yeah, no donāt. Life is too finite for that
So. Grad Nite, yes. My Disney Grad Nite photo album was saved. Wild. Canāt even recall most of that weekend, tbh. Or my HS āexperience.ā I was in a weird place. Forced assimilation via immigration. Butā¦freedom, nonetheless, a?
I donāt recall being much of a person back then. I recall being what I was supposed to be, told to be, taught to be. No voice. No personality. A shell. Under the roof of a staunch Christian and full time witchā¦but not the good kind.
Who loved to gossip & report my every move to not only my mum, but everyone back home in the family. Wild. Lmao. Iāve come a long ass fucking way from that life!
Shit! All I can do is give thanks. For the being that I am now-knowing what I had to emerge from. Some Kafka shit-sans the bug. Iāll take a caterpillar š instead. That morphed into the wolf šŗ donāt be a judge Judy- transformation is and looks different for everyone. This my journey. Back to what was saved. The Grad Nite album
Umm, what elseā¦oh! my Baptism or Christening (is that the same thing? Idk I was a baby, I didnāt have a choice on my attendance) dress. My HS graduation gown. Some random trophyās from tennis š¾ to a math award (boy do I have a back story on that award š„ š) My Scholastic, extracurricular resume whichā¦I donāt even remember what tf I needed a resume for back then š§ oh another random photo album I made before I moved awayā¦some old toys (not that kind-I left at a young age)
& one of the things I appreciate about my Taurus ass mutha, was her intentions of me seeing and having Black dolls (which I never played with but I did play with the Lego sets and Tonka trucks š) but my joints had skin that looked like mine. She was real G for that.
Oh. My Jordan doll from NKOTBā¦umm, donāt act like they wasnāt the shit back then.
Pls NKOTB used to slap!
Sooooo. how tf does this all connect?
Itās Taurus season. Taurus themes: what we value. Friday is ruled by Venus..which is the ruler of Taurus. All things align āØ
I originally wrote this for my Instagram account, but I figuredā¦why not share the wealth across platforms.
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Earth placements, yāall alright?
Honorable mention: Pisces placements. āļø
When it comes to going above and beyondā¦to the point of self sacrifice, you gotta cut off the shenanigans.
When you find yourself doing more, giving more, extending yourself moreā¦thatās where learning healthy boundaries comes into play.
Bc donāt get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with being a caring, kind, generous, loving, giving person, but just make sure that same grace is also extended to you, from those we intentionally share with.
I once read something that said: āLoving someone harder will not make them change.ā
& that was some of the realest shit I ever read. We do sometimes break our own hearts, but we also have the ability to call back energies and break those agreements that allowed us to accept less than we deserve.
Shit, itās all a part of growing, learning and unlearning. & when you know better you (hopefully) do better and make better decisions. & thatās on ancestor Angelou ššæāØ ~Syn