2.18.2021

Queer

I write these words on my solar return-It’s so important to honor your growth. & acknowledge your humanity-as you honor your divinity. Give thanks for all the lessons & blessings along the journey. Everything is necessary.

I love myself.

I love who I have been. all the mistakes and imperfections and repercussions along the way (Saturn co-rules Aquarius)
🪐

All the blessings. The lessons. The humans I’ve been gifted with time, love & presence...

What a ride.
What a life.

Perfectly unfolding & expanding in ways that align with my souls highest calling.
I had to get clear.

& bare witness
To the sweetness and...the fuck shit.

Perpetuated by myself et al. that led to newer & greater understanding
Healthy boundaries & hella grounding
The steps & missteps that led me to being here.

Choices, decisions & moves
that weren’t always for my highest good
or that of others, tbh
that led me to healing & accountability
That led me...to expose me-
to me; my most difficult & willing critic.

Plutonian transformations
I could conjure several dissertations
And name them:
The Battle with the Shadow
Pierced By Your Own Arrow
Deaths of the False Faces

Rising in divinity, and falling from graces
To some I’ll always be the devil
To others, their forever angel

I can be both.
I have been “the most”
Esp when consorting with folx
whose love language is unaccountability
With nobility

Neptunian energy
I wasn’t able to see
Until I began my journey
with plant medicine
reflecting on my reflections
Respect for the spirits & elements
Shrooms in Big Sur...quite a fucking inception

Stopped looking/seeking outward and realized that I-was the only exception

Par Amour
& started to pour
Into self
before
Extending from a deficit

Intentions became clearer.

Pure,
Water bearer.
~2.18~
♒️
Another trip around the Sun.
All things align.
~Syn

Fuckin Lunar Act/Intent

Bisexual, Gay, gender, Lesbian, LGBTQ, qpoc, Queer, qwoc, sexuality, Transgender

Keep your Power
Hold on to your Peace

    • Cuz I’ll

Always

    fight for mine

As
My mind fights for Rhyme
As a Synner fights for Time

I go
I seek
I Be
Love
-Shine.

Righteous appetite for Cali nights
Kissing
&
Missing
Blushing
&
Crushing
Lip biting

Fever fighting
Love potion number 9
Reading the writing
On the wall

& in my phone.

But so much better in person
We slip into each other so easily- like: cursive

Nursing
A love hangover
She rests her head on my shoulder

Suddenly there is no boulder
Our OUT is much bolder
Than most.

Defying norms
We transform
Into full fledged adults
Dealing with some grown ass shit

& some grown ass emotional shifts

All on the eve
I believe.
Of the first New Moon.
Fucking Lunar Action.


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