So…I heard you went to the dark side. So, does she have you worshiping the devil.
Don’t start. YOU of all people, please. Dont start that Judge Judy shit.
Besides being this beautiful ass Bruja, she’s fucking amazing. Incredible. A Goddess. She loves me sweetly. & completely.
She. Rolled her eyes
Yeah it means the Universe to me when a woman, the woman that I am caring for & could possibly be Loving Forever gives a fuck and shows it.
Fuck. Be happy for my ass. She cares, G.
I know that.
But she shows it.
And…I don’t have to guess if I’m on her mind, she tells me! & it’s not 7 or 8 days after we’ve seen each other, either.
That’s not fair! You knew the situation!
Yes, that’s why I chose me over your sexy, beautiful…gorgeous, albeit moody Cancer ♋️ ass.
I accepted that you and I weren’t aligning in the ways we needed to. I had to let go. I had to love me more and know my worthiness of more than a part time love affair. And once I did that…she showed up.
This woman manifested when I was doing my best to not lose hope in Californian women…She reminded me of Love, again G. Not just any Love, but the realest, truest most Divine love.
My heart feels safe with her. I feel like…she wants the best for me. No matter what the fuck she and I are doing or if we were to part ways because our time together was done…
(I Smile from within)
She’s concerned. & asks me how my day is. She sends me amazing books to read. She looks up recipes from back home and calls my mum to make sure she is making dishes that my grandmother used to make, right. The magnitude of care…of her love for me…is immeasurable.
I FEEL her love. I see it…and, her love makes a difference.
Damn! She’s trying to lock your ass down isn’t she?!
It’s not about that, G.
(I shook my head)
Then explain to me what the fuck this (she pointed at the wallpaper of my phones background (which had a picture of me and my Goddess kissing) Is about?!
Love. That’s ALL I ever needed it, wanted it & demand it be about. Fuck your money! Fuck your cars! Fuck how many stocks you have! Your status or clout…nah.
That’s all I give & ask for in return. Of anyone. Reciprocity of Divine love.
I can buy my own shit. Give me the the most unselfish gift you can give another person:
Your Genuine Love.
Your Time. Your Concern. Your Care.
As I give gladly & willingly because she deserves the best fucking Love, just as I do.
&. If you can’t:
Give me nothing at all.