& all I need
All that should proceed is
What I perceive
A midnight sea salt soak…
This is my perception of Love
this is where…Healing Begins…
Intense and filled with blame
Masquerading as shame
stay fighting pain
We fuck like we got everything to gain
cuz. We do
& the remedy is my tongue on your skin
Let that hit flow through exerted lungs
& forget there was a Once…
Her eyes. Searching.
Always searching for something
Find what she had been seeking, quietly, after seeking first, the Creator. Seeking first herself; her true love.
I placed my hand directly on the thumping of her chest
This is my Gold.
& behold you:
my king. My Goddess. My High Priestess. The Empress.
Own your power as I do mine
Sent to me in human form directly from Divine
I give thanks.
You’ll know it when it’s there/
Michael Jackson: Thriller
Farah Fawcett Hair-
It’s gud shyt!”
Don’t look down
Matter of fact don’t look behind
you, wanna turn to sodium chloride
You make me cringe
As I lick my lips
Don’t Look Down
Matter of fact:
Don’t look back
Far more ahead than what you left behind…
I see pictures that are emailed
& I see them smiling
All happy & content
They have not failed as parents
Their son, is now getting married to a woman.
Not another man.
They breathe a sigh of right wing religious relief
My mum can’t say the same
She thinks she will never be as happy as them
Who got it right
How does one make up for this?
I see the church
The mother wearing purple sash and a shiny dress
The father: good Sunday suit with a handkerchief in his pocket
Smiles all around
I wonder sometimes…
Will I ever be able to fill such an holy building with family on my day?*
Or will the flames be too close to my feet that they feel they may get burned…
*I have zero desire to be in a church for any reason. Especially not the Divine union with my Goddess*
& alternate reality
To just Be
How they see us
In this world we flyin on Love
They picture us
Not knowing our Secret
Are just Here
Just Like Them…& You
She’s afraid to love so fast…
Sometimes burns in 3rd degrees are
Off with her head!
Yelled the Queen!
It ain’t even my scene…
Heads will roll
“what are human beings
that you pay attention to them?
You’ve made them only slightly less than Divine,”
She walked up:
Shiny toy guns
Knowing her Power
Her smirk gave way.
Look her up & down and look to the sky as I mumble a small prayer..
“What? Really? That’s all that you have to say?”
Smirk. Smirk. Smirk.
*she say its for tunechi: she lie wit a straight face
“I can’t have you coming over here, looking like you do. Smelling as fucking good as you do and just begging Saturn to turn loose on my ass. You’re hella married.”
“And?!” She leaned in closer to me. I got a hit of her $300 an ounce imported fragrance.
I got as close to her ear as I could without my mouth actually touching it & whispered, “And…you’re making my dick very hard with the thoughts that I’m having about how many different ways & different positions I would fuck you in…How I would have you screaming my name over & over…until your aren’t able to speak.” I leaned back against the wall & shrugged.
“So. What the fuck, Syn. Are we fucking or…your point in saying all of that & getting my pussy wet, is what?”
“Point being…You. In those motherfucking heels & that sexy ass prowess of yours…Please, back the fuck off & tend to your wifey at home. I’m bad, but I’m good though.”
In the form
Of imperfect petals of the rose
Gold every wo(man) is after
I sat there
At butterflies dancing so sincerely
I suppose we are never to old to let go
Hold onto every single memory of Love.
12:14 AM 12/4/
With my lovers heart
Play and lay by the fire
Guided by guilty pleasures
In all your splendor-
This was supposed to be romantic…
Time is fleeting…You will die
Engraved in a black coffin
Nah, to live
Fuck the boulevard
Visit Venus & See Mars
Show your battle scars
Don’t be a ghost…
Love while you can
Live while you can
Make…& BE LOVE…while
The first time
Lets be honest
We all have some; some time
So.This eye appealing
Saying, hey, I see you.
In your Love
In your struggle
Subdued by your predestined drug
Because we have to Master our own Paths…
I remember you
I recognize the God in you
We are here to Love. To Live. To Learn. To Laugh
We ended up taking a bath-
in each others Sin…
Purifying the past
Master. Soul. Cleanse
Where did you come from?!
on the Other Side of your Soul
“No. What are we doin, G?” I pleaded. Her eyes locked into mine. Searching for my Truth, she never blinked and spoke as If reciting a psalm.
Lovely and calm………
I’m trying to give you what you want to give me.
Reach a part of you that you refuse to let anyone else see. That not so grateful place of fear:
Fear of failure
Fear of not ever finding or connecting with your one True Soul-Mate
Or worse. Having her, but losing her.
A nerve. Struck like an out of tune chord
She struck my-
Auto tuned fort
Then I look some more.
Hmmm. All I Feel is Truth
I want you to come inside & erase all I thought I had left of my past
I want your hands on this ass…
I want your tongue to sing me Sonnets Of Syn
Until I’m screaming…IT’S YOURS
Well. At least she’s honest. 1zerozero