BackwardsJill

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Don’t look down

Matter of fact don’t look behind

Lest,

you, wanna turn to sodium chloride

Oh my
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You make me cringe
As I lick my lips
Sour Slim
Thick brown

Don’t Look Down

Matter of fact:
Don’t look back
Far more ahead than what you left behind…
Lest

Big Dyke Energy/ Family matters

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I see pictures that are emailed
Family
& I see them smiling
All happy & content
They have not failed as parents
Their son, is now getting married to a woman.
Not another man.
They breathe a sigh of right wing religious relief
My mum can’t say the same
She thinks she will never be as happy as them

Her kinfolk
Who got it right
&
Didn’t raise

A dyke

Hmmm.
Now
How does one make up for this?
I see the church
It’s pews
The mother wearing purple sash and a shiny dress
The father: good Sunday suit with a handkerchief in his pocket
Smiles all around
Nice dresses
Nice smiles
I wonder sometimes…
Will I ever be able to fill such an holy building with family on my day?*
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Or will the flames be too close to my feet that they feel they may get burned…

*I have zero desire to be in a church for any reason. Especially not the Divine union with my Goddess*

P8:

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“what are human beings
that you pay attention to them?
You’ve made them only slightly less than Divine,”

She walked up:
Eyes Low
Shiny toy guns

Shining
Knowing her Power
Her smirk gave way.
“Hey”

I,
leaning
Look her up & down and look to the sky as I mumble a small prayer..

What?

“What? Really? That’s all that you have to say?”

Smirk. Smirk. Smirk.

*she say its for tunechi: she lie wit a straight face

Bad.

“I can’t have you coming over here, looking like you do. Smelling as fucking good as you do and just begging Saturn to turn loose on my ass. You’re hella married.”

“And?!” She leaned in closer to me. I got a hit of her $300 an ounce imported fragrance.

I got as close to her ear as I could without my mouth actually touching it & whispered, “And…you’re making my dick very hard with the thoughts that I’m having about how many different ways & different positions I would fuck you in…How I would have you screaming my name over & over…until your aren’t able to speak.” I leaned back against the wall & shrugged.

“So. What the fuck, Syn. Are we fucking or…your point in saying all of that & getting my pussy wet, is what?”

“Point being…You. In those motherfucking heels & that sexy ass prowess of yours…Please, back the fuck off & tend to your wifey at home. I’m bad, but I’m good though.”

Ditto. Go

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Time is fleeting…You will die

Words
Engraved in a black coffin
The wood
Brown
Flesh
Brown
& fresh
with detail
Reminding me
To FLY
To:

    Be…

Nah, to live
Amongst stars
Fuck the boulevard
Drive
Fast Cars
Visit Venus & See Mars
Show your battle scars
&

En garde!

Don’t be a ghost…

    Love while you can
    Live while you can
    Make…& BE LOVE…while
    You
    can

& toast
To
Breath!
Salud!

Bath salts

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Love is…

    Meeting.
    Heart. Beating
    Realizing.
    That this
    Isn’t
    The first time
    Our:
    Worlds collide

Love is…

    Unexpecting
    Complete Acceptance
    Of
    The
    Others bullshit
    Because:
    Lets be honest
    We all have some; some time
    So.This eye appealing
    Soul healing
    Mirrored feeling
    Completely stealing
    Kisses
    &
    Wishes
    Of

    True Love

    It
    IS

    Saying, hey, I see you.
    In your Love
    In your struggle
    Subdued by your predestined drug
    &
    We
    Are good
    Because we have to Master our own Paths…
    I remember you
    I recognize the God in you
    Perhaps…

We are here to Love. To Live. To Learn. To Laugh

Taken aback
We ended up taking a bath-
in each others Sin…
Purifying the past
Master. Soul. Cleanse

Shhhhhh

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“No. What are we doin, G?” I pleaded. Her eyes locked into mine. Searching for my Truth, she never blinked and spoke as If reciting a psalm.

Lovely and calm………

OZ

    I’m trying to give you what you want to give me.
    Reach a part of you that you refuse to let anyone else see. That not so grateful place of fear:
    Fear of failure
    Fear of not ever finding or connecting with your one True Soul-Mate
    Or worse. Having her, but losing her.

A nerve. Struck like an out of tune chord
She struck my-
Auto tuned fort
I look.
Then I look some more.

    Hmmm. All I Feel is Truth

I want you to come inside & erase all I thought I had left of my past
I want your hands on this ass…
I want your tongue to sing me Sonnets Of Syn
Until I’m screaming…IT’S YOURS

Well. At least she’s honest. 1zerozero