They say:
Let go of what you fear losing most

2015:
Year of the ghost

I no longer give permission
To apparitions
Of December’s past Christmas
When you was at the top of my wish list
& I was a failing Christian

I told you I didn’t wanna go to hell.
The fuck…was I thinking…

Well…
I meant well
Saving soul
breaking heart
Do not covet
Dearly beloved
I’ve never loved at
The first moment
Before
You.

I ain’t got Nothin to lose
I realized around two
All along…
It was you.

Except,
It’s no longer
2
0
1
5
I’m alive.
Buried truth over lies. I love me.
&
It’s her time

All love
no lies

Letting go of what I feared most.

Yessi. It is so.
Thank you for the strength and every ounce of support. Time and patience. The reward is greater and greatly appreciated.