Fuck. I guess Number 1.
Listening to The Zone- Drake The Wknd
Cuz it reminded me of your smooth, sexy ass…
Speaking to my
Only moments earlier i was One with Spirit and Self
In Gratitude for being Saved once Again…
& then The Birds Part 2- The Wknd again.
It HIT ME
WERE [ MY ] WIFE???
How would [ I ] feel?
You were to do with her
- Should only be
Me. Striving for a better.
Destroy the Trust
& willingly. knowingly. Break. Love.
& It Hit Me
How could I intentionally. Willingly. Hurt. Another human being
even though I don’t know her & she don’t know me?!
Being as how i had meditated hours earlier & in my very present being
Gave thanks & got lifted to Higher Self
& it hit me!!!!
That shyt just ain’t me.
Not my Style or Soul.
So I exhaled all the images of your fine ass.
I shouldn’t have even entertained it
Went completely through iPhone & erased:
Thank the Goddess for realization and growth.
Goddess be with us in our hardest times. Thank You.